Something Exciting, Something Incredible.

There are things I notice and I’m not sure why.  Two months I took a plane trip to Wellington and I was very excited.  I hadn’t been on a plane for close to ten years and this flight would only last 45 minutes.  I felt like an astronaut.  I imagined I was doing something nobody had ever done before, that nobody could ever do.  I was going to be in the air, in that sky above me.  I would be doing something absolutely un-human – flying in the face of gravity.  There were others on the plane but I didn’t care.  The pilot, the girl who gave the instructions, the other passengers . . . irrelevant.

But they weren’t irrelevant.  I was trying hard to contain my excitement.  I wanted to communicate to my fellow passengers that I was seasoned, I was a veteran, I had done things and I wasn’t phased.  A woman appeared at the departure gate and I strode toward her with my boarding pass.  She asked me to go back and wait until the gate was open and the control desk was being attended.  I tried to make sure that nobody had seen me and the my cover had not been blown.  I took a seat in the waiting area and tried to look cool and relaxed.

It seemed like an age before I was finally sitting in the plane looking out across the wing.  I couldn’t stop smiling and was fighting the urge to look around the aircraft, to touch things and try things out.  I took the coffee, and the biscuits and the cup of water and the lolly to suck on and I read all the magazines and the in-flight instructions.  Why?  Because it was there.  And then the plane landed.  And I stepped out of the plane and walked across the tarmac like somebody important who’d just done something incredible.  And I had.  I’d sailed in a tin can at 40,000 feet and made it from Hamilton to Wellington in 45 minutes.  Anybody in a plane should always have something to write home about.

Good for Nothing.

There are days when one is struck by the bleakness of all things.  Days when we feel goaded into a frenzy of activity for the simple reason that we feel we should be doing something.  If we aren’t doing anything . . . then what is our purpose?  From the corner looking on, much human activity looks pointless.  It seems to bear no productive or positive or meaningful end result.  The purpose appears to keep people busy, to give folk something to do.  It is becoming increasingly a matter of morals.  To do or not to do.  We can’t have people just sitting around doing nothing.  They should be doing . . .  something.  People need to be busy, people should be busy because, well . . . 

But what can anyone be doing or producing that someone else is not already doing perfectly adequately and in sufficient quantity?  There is it appears an  overwhelming surplus of activity.  Busyness, creating friction, creating heat, smoke and then fire - a not so spontaneous combustion consuming oxygen at an alarming rate.  In that world the person sitting around doing nothing ,makes a contribution to society at least as valuable than the man spinning himself into a frenzy trying to accomplish everything.

The person who does nothing is at peace.  He goes quietly and creates no wreckage.  He burns no excess of fuel or energy.  He leaves plenty for others.  He is selfless in his quietude.    The person who does everything is driven by a dangerous cocktail of fear and greed, stirred and disguised as ambition.  That person creates havoc, waste and chaos.  He leaves devastation in his wake.  There is only the ego at work on itself, agitating, inflating, imposing it’s will onto everything and everyone.  That person has an insatiable appetite for activity and attention and for possession.  There is no need for his excesses but he refuses to be empty-handed.  What a terrifying burden.  No wonder that person tries so hard to force it on to others.